But overthinking me and my choices. Am I on the right path? Do I know where I am going? Have I aligned myself with the right people for me? What information am I missing and what would I do with it if I had it? I think that last question is important. If I knew… Continue reading Overthinking Day
Category: Poly and Kinky
Does it Hurt?
It doesn't hurt me (yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna feel how it feels? (Yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me? (Yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna hear about the deal that I'm making? (Kate Bush) I will make a deal with you. Let me feel… Continue reading Does it Hurt?
I’ll forget
I know I will. As soon as I hear him. As soon as a kind word is said. I will forget that this belongs in another box. This should be a low stakes thing. It’s not life’s most important thing. They are not the ones that know you and I mean really know you in… Continue reading I’ll forget
That Push and Pull
Sometimes there are unhealthy things in relationships. There are manipulation tactics used to maintain control over someone. Where I generally have a problem is that I didn't have many healthy relationships growing up. Everyone has their own baggage, and I have plenty of mine. So I tend to be an easy target. But it is… Continue reading That Push and Pull
What do I Have?
I was thinking something silly the other day. I wanted to have something for him to use me for. Like I wanted to be in a position to have standing or money or a way for him to get access to whatever privileges I might have. Like he could use me for a green card… Continue reading What do I Have?
Lisa Gray 