I have been slowing down on sharing myself lately. For many reasons. First, I am worried about filling the void with meaningless interactions and thinking that I somehow need the attention to be loved. This is not unlike my teenage years when I thought making someone cum was my way to get love and positive… Continue reading Slowing Down
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
Is this our song?
Do you have a song with someone? I have lots of songs that bring up people and memories of them. Roxette brings up a schoolgirl crush that wasn't really a crush. I just thought I was supposed to have one, so I looked out the bus window when someone asked who my crush was, and… Continue reading Is this our song?
Playing with toys
Warning: this is a ramble. I was thinking about my toy collection today. I ordered something new and have no idea when it is coming in. It led me down a path of memories. I was thinking about how when someone has asked me to bring a toy, they had better be specific. I have… Continue reading Playing with toys
Almost Caught
He will catch you. You know that. #7worderotica Maybe. Sometimes I am not sure. Does he really have it in him to chase? Will he even want to try? I love the way she thinks I am not trying. Really, I am just waiting. Waiting for the right moment when she finally lets her guard… Continue reading Almost Caught
Scars
My scars are ugly. No, Baby. I can never see you that way. Don't think of yourself that way. It's not my outsides, Daddy. It’s my insides. Baby, we all have scars. That doesn’t mean you are not worthy of this. Worthy of something special. Now come here. Let me show you how beautiful you… Continue reading Scars
Lisa Gray 