I have been slowing down on sharing myself lately. For many reasons. First, I am worried about filling the void with meaningless interactions and thinking that I somehow need the attention to be loved. This is not unlike my teenage years when I thought making someone cum was my way to get love and positive… Continue reading Slowing Down
Tag: mental-health
Anyone
I used to crave the world's attentionI think I cried too many timesI just need some more affectionAnything to get me by A hundred million storiesAnd a hundred million songsI feel stupid when I singNobody's listening to meNobody's listeningI talk to shooting starsBut they always get it wrongI feel stupid when I prayWhy the fuck… Continue reading Anyone
I’m the Asshole
There is this thing that we do to ourselves when we are given new information or a new perspective on things. We see ourselves in an uncomfortable light because we know that we have been selfish. Maybe we learn about different archetypes and think about how we are that person, even if we are not… Continue reading I’m the Asshole
Memories not Dreams
“The goal is to die with memories, not dreams.” -Unknown The Goal Is This was a good post to read this morning. I was up very early after the phone call. You know the one. My mother has finally gone. It has been a hard few months for her and she finally let go. But… Continue reading Memories not Dreams
Worthy
This word plays through my mind a lot. Growing up we were told that we were not but we needed to do so much in order to be. We would never be pretty enough or slim enough so we had to find other ways to be worthy. Worthy of what, though? It’s funny how sometimes… Continue reading Worthy
Lisa Gray 