No, I am not talking about power tools. I am talking about love and sex as per usual. I have a thing that I grapple with in all my big relationships. I think I have only ever been in love with two people in my life. Maybe. It is hard to know for sure when… Continue reading Reciprocating
Tag: mental-health
Don’t Hurt Yourself
I sometimes hurt my own feelings. I convince myself something is off or I read into things. I am sometimes right which makes things difficult to decipher. Spending a lifetime paying attention to others’ moods and actions just doesn’t turn off. That is the only way I know how to keep the peace and keep… Continue reading Don’t Hurt Yourself
Rest
Do you know how to rest? I don’t. Not always. I’m off work for more than just a day or two and I am not sure what to do with myself. That is not entirely true. I will be reading g most likely. Maybe writing but not much. I always feel guilty about not accomplishing… Continue reading Rest
Too Sensitive
I was on TikTok today. It really is not something I do or get caught up in. I think I am too old for it. I randomly post and randomly check it. Today I got a notification and went to see what it was and watched one thing and then got off. That is my… Continue reading Too Sensitive
Retro
No, not that kind of retro. Retrograde. I can’t say that I believe in this but I read something yesterday about mercury retrograde in pisces. I am already starting the overthinking brain. Like BOOM. Suddenly I am noticing everything. I don’t like this. I don’t want to be this way. I need peace. But how… Continue reading Retro
