I am not going to compete. I may not even beg. I may simply just drift away. That is why I was so bad at poly. My thoughts were always if they want my attention they will give me attention. If they wanted to come find me I am right here. Then suddenly you realize… Continue reading The Competition
Tag: Feelings
A Miracle
(CW - talk of making yourself dead) “For the janitor it was a blessing, for the boy who would become an artist it was a miracle. Because all that spring the boy had wanted to die.” — My Friends: A Novel by Fredrik Backmanhttps://a.co/0acRnBdr I have been highlighting the hell out of this book. It… Continue reading A Miracle
You’re Obsessed, It’s Fine
Not really close to 7 words, but this was a clothing ad anyway. I didn’t really even click on it. I saw the words and said, yes it’s fine. I have been obsessed for a while, but every now and then it hits me again. I hear his voice or his laugh or he says… Continue reading You’re Obsessed, It’s Fine
Ready?
I don't wanna fall in love, 'cause I don't believe that I deserve itThere's always one more pound to lose, I'm not worthy if I didn't earn itI don't wanna fall in love, 'cause who could love me back on purpose?Always too much, I'm never enough, never your person I can't treat you right if… Continue reading Ready?
Lie
Lie a little better Make Me Believe Sometimes I want to believe so badly. I want it to be real. I tell myself it is. I give all sorts of reasons in my head for things but I can’t get past the idea that I am just not important enough to make them stay.
Lisa Gray 