Ready?

I don’t wanna fall in love, ’cause I don’t believe that I deserve it
There’s always one more pound to lose, I’m not worthy if I didn’t earn it
I don’t wanna fall in love, ’cause who could love me back on purpose?
Always too much, I’m never enough, never your person

I can’t treat you right if I treat myself like this
I need to get better, swear I’m working on it Steady by Bella Kay

I hate that idea of always thinking you have something to work on before you are ready to be loved. Wouldn’t the person that loved you want to help you.

I would. I would help you if you have things you need to get through if only to be a shoulder to lean on. Even if I could just touch you and provide you some sort of comfort.

I don’t wanna fall in love, ’cause I know when it’s all said and done
I’m back where I started, one broken-hearted, less of the person I was

It is hard to take that chance again. It’s hard to think that I will just be left one more time. Why bother, right? But I do want to be bothered. I want to be burdened with it. I want to feel the heartache because that means there was something there to make you ache.