It doesn't hurt me (yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna feel how it feels? (Yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me? (Yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna hear about the deal that I'm making? (Kate Bush) I will make a deal with you. Let me feel… Continue reading Does it Hurt?
Tag: Feelings
I’ll forget
I know I will. As soon as I hear him. As soon as a kind word is said. I will forget that this belongs in another box. This should be a low stakes thing. It’s not life’s most important thing. They are not the ones that know you and I mean really know you in… Continue reading I’ll forget
What do I Have?
I was thinking something silly the other day. I wanted to have something for him to use me for. Like I wanted to be in a position to have standing or money or a way for him to get access to whatever privileges I might have. Like he could use me for a green card… Continue reading What do I Have?
Peanut Butter
It sometimes boils down to the type of PB you like. But many of the people I love love crunchy and I have been focused on creamy for a few years. My middle child loves crunchy but she never says that. Just goes along with whatever is bought. She is the most like me. Never… Continue reading Peanut Butter
And the walls
Come tumbling down But what more can I do to make you want to come find me? You say you want things. You ache as I do. You crave the touch that I crave. Is that enough? Will the world let is just have it?
Lisa Gray 