I used to crave the world's attentionI think I cried too many timesI just need some more affectionAnything to get me by A hundred million storiesAnd a hundred million songsI feel stupid when I singNobody's listening to meNobody's listeningI talk to shooting starsBut they always get it wrongI feel stupid when I prayWhy the fuck… Continue reading Anyone
Appreciate Them
“The amount of good things in your life depends on your ability to notice them.” Someone really smart shared this. I wonder what things he sees in front of him. What does he notice on his life and how much does he appreciate them? I sometimes have trouble noticing too much what is not in… Continue reading Appreciate Them
The Darkness Inside Them
I am longing for your poisonLike a cancer for its preyShot an arrow, in your harborWhere you waited in the rainI am sire, I am ivyI am no one, I'm nobodyI am longing for your honeyI am longing for your love And the shot goes through my head and backGun shot, I can't take it… Continue reading The Darkness Inside Them
Ready?
I don't wanna fall in love, 'cause I don't believe that I deserve itThere's always one more pound to lose, I'm not worthy if I didn't earn itI don't wanna fall in love, 'cause who could love me back on purpose?Always too much, I'm never enough, never your person I can't treat you right if… Continue reading Ready?
Conditions
I was thinking about a few things this weekend. We were looking through some of our mom's things, and I grabbed a watch from my dad. It is funny how someone I did not know very well at all and have absolutely no memory of can mean so much. It is in his absence more… Continue reading Conditions
Lisa Gray 