I am really just trying to be funny or cheeky with the title. That attitude is so not me. Like the very opposite of me most of the time. But it is something that I have seen a lot of in past partners and in divorced women. It tends to be a pattern there that,… Continue reading It’s My Way or the Highway
Overthinking Day
But overthinking me and my choices. Am I on the right path? Do I know where I am going? Have I aligned myself with the right people for me? What information am I missing and what would I do with it if I had it? I think that last question is important. If I knew… Continue reading Overthinking Day
Torn
Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn🎤🎶(Natalie Imbruglia) There is no illusion that I came to him already torn. But I like the idea of tearing me to shreds. He can finish the job and put the pieces back in a way that suits… Continue reading Torn
Does it Hurt?
It doesn't hurt me (yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna feel how it feels? (Yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me? (Yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna hear about the deal that I'm making? (Kate Bush) I will make a deal with you. Let me feel… Continue reading Does it Hurt?
I’ll forget
I know I will. As soon as I hear him. As soon as a kind word is said. I will forget that this belongs in another box. This should be a low stakes thing. It’s not life’s most important thing. They are not the ones that know you and I mean really know you in… Continue reading I’ll forget
Lisa Gray 