Or even if I should. I might should just sit with it more. I love him. And I hate the world. I hate it for showing me what this could really be like and then tearing it away from me over and over. I just had this feeling that he was mine. He was made… Continue reading I don’t know how to write this
Category: Poly and Kinky
Life is a House of Horrors
“You can’t control the bad things that happen in life, Tom. . . There is a quote I love. I got it in cross stitch. I’m going to read it to you. ‘The world is violent and mercurial. It will have its way with you . . . We live in a perpetually burning building,… Continue reading Life is a House of Horrors
When your words are not good
I really like writing and using my words and here on this blog it is a time for me to journal and get out my thoughts. But sometimes my thoughts aren’t pretty. Sometimes they are filled with insecurities that I try to explain away or even rage against. It can be hard to see what… Continue reading When your words are not good
Bother
When you don’t want to bother them but you really want to bother them. You want your silence to mean something like giving them space when they need it but you want your words to mean just as much when they return. Feeling abandoned is something I am used to and I hate to be… Continue reading Bother
Submission from my point of view
I have been enjoying reading some of my older work. I posted a few things on Substack recently that got a bit of attention, and I was trying to think about how to follow that up. I'm reflecting on how things have changed. They really haven’t. Not much, at least. It is more about learning… Continue reading Submission from my point of view
Lisa Gray 