It is not just the distance or the words that feel like endings, it is that place when the ending doesn’t matter anymore.
I want to feel the hurt of him gone. i want that feeling of love and anger. I want to want him.
I am scared of those feelings falling away. Fallin gout of love instead of falling in.
Its the point where I let go.
i don’t want to let go even if ther ei snothing to hold.
