This word plays through my mind a lot. Growing up we were told that we were not but we needed to do so much in order to be. We would never be pretty enough or slim enough so we had to find other ways to be worthy. Worthy of what, though? It’s funny how sometimes… Continue reading Worthy
Tag: Feelings
Now you See Me, Now You Don’t
I never realized that phrase was 7 words. Sometimes it’s ok if you don’t see me for a second. You can close your eyes and just feel. Take your hands and let them see me, feel my want of you. Smell our bodies mingle with pheromones and sweat and leaking come. Let your ears hear… Continue reading Now you See Me, Now You Don’t
Don’t Hurt Yourself
I sometimes hurt my own feelings. I convince myself something is off or I read into things. I am sometimes right which makes things difficult to decipher. Spending a lifetime paying attention to others’ moods and actions just doesn’t turn off. That is the only way I know how to keep the peace and keep… Continue reading Don’t Hurt Yourself
Known and Felt
Some things are felt long before they are known. That is a message I received today and it can have me frustrated, that unknowing. It is becoming a catch phrase. I have a decision to make. Continue to flow and let it go or take action and be more confrontational. This is something that pops… Continue reading Known and Felt
Words
Yes, this again. I am a fan of words but sometimes the words I use most seem so inadequate. To say I want or need or crave him is just not exactly right. To say you will starve without feeding this hunger still doesn’t say it exactly. But these are the words you have and… Continue reading Words
Lisa Gray 