I don't wanna fall in love, 'cause I don't believe that I deserve itThere's always one more pound to lose, I'm not worthy if I didn't earn itI don't wanna fall in love, 'cause who could love me back on purpose?Always too much, I'm never enough, never your person I can't treat you right if… Continue reading Ready?
Tag: Feelings
Lie
Lie a little better Make Me Believe Sometimes I want to believe so badly. I want it to be real. I tell myself it is. I give all sorts of reasons in my head for things but I can’t get past the idea that I am just not important enough to make them stay.
Worthy
This word plays through my mind a lot. Growing up we were told that we were not but we needed to do so much in order to be. We would never be pretty enough or slim enough so we had to find other ways to be worthy. Worthy of what, though? It’s funny how sometimes… Continue reading Worthy
Now you See Me, Now You Don’t
I never realized that phrase was 7 words. Sometimes it’s ok if you don’t see me for a second. You can close your eyes and just feel. Take your hands and let them see me, feel my want of you. Smell our bodies mingle with pheromones and sweat and leaking come. Let your ears hear… Continue reading Now you See Me, Now You Don’t
Don’t Hurt Yourself
I sometimes hurt my own feelings. I convince myself something is off or I read into things. I am sometimes right which makes things difficult to decipher. Spending a lifetime paying attention to others’ moods and actions just doesn’t turn off. That is the only way I know how to keep the peace and keep… Continue reading Don’t Hurt Yourself
Lisa Gray 