I am not going to compete. I may not even beg. I may simply just drift away. That is why I was so bad at poly. My thoughts were always if they want my attention they will give me attention. If they wanted to come find me I am right here. Then suddenly you realize… Continue reading The Competition
Tag: Writings
Say It Again
Say it again, Daddy. Say what, my little monster? Have you not gotten enough? No, Daddy, it will never be enough. Do you know my little girl, that all the words in this universe will never be able to convey the hunger I have for you? Say it again, Daddy. How can I say what… Continue reading Say It Again
Stand Out
I was just not reading a writing on Fet. Meaning I saw a title to a writing, opened it up, and immediately got sidetracked with my own thoughts and wandered around in my head for a good 15 min, then forgot what I was doing, and then checked email, checked to see if a message… Continue reading Stand Out
So Sweet
You know that it is not true at all. You know the me that wants to scream. You know the me that wants to fight, wants to demand things. I just want what I want. Not sweet, but not apologizing for that.
Be the One
The one who cares. The one with empathy and kindness. The one who wants to see the other person who is there behind the mask. No matter what that mask hides. I love having friends who care when you throw yourself at their mercy. But to find someone who sees you and knows you and… Continue reading Be the One
Lisa Gray 