I was just not reading a writing on Fet. Meaning I saw a title to a writing, opened it up, and immediately got sidetracked with my own thoughts and wandered around in my head for a good 15 min, then forgot what I was doing, and then checked email, checked to see if a message… Continue reading Stand Out
Tag: Social Media
Slowing Down
I have been slowing down on sharing myself lately. For many reasons. First, I am worried about filling the void with meaningless interactions and thinking that I somehow need the attention to be loved. This is not unlike my teenage years when I thought making someone cum was my way to get love and positive… Continue reading Slowing Down
Not Here
There not here anymore but sometimes my body and mind can’t keep up with that. It’s like there is still this pull toward them and it is hard to let go. It’s funny, too how I was thinking about the ways we can never know people. I tend to share a lot. My brain doesn’t… Continue reading Not Here
Attention
I am on a roll here with reflecting today. I need to work through some things. I read something last night that was a bit triggering and reminded me of some dark times. I got out of those dark times. I have been away from that headspace for a long time, but I can see… Continue reading Attention
It’s Ghosties Season
And there is nothing spookier than talking with someone for a long time and having them disappear. It happens a lot. A friend brought it up the other day because it seems to happen more often on these online social media sites. I think there is an issue with the discrepancies of why people are… Continue reading It’s Ghosties Season
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