It is time to celebrate all those Dads and Daddies who show up. I am mostly thinking about my kids' dad and my Daddy. Both are great dads in all the roles they play. I am glad I am here instead of a child again with no real nice father figure. I have been thinking… Continue reading Happy Father’s Day
Tag: love
I Want
I want him in front of me now. Sometimes I don't know what to do about that. It is more than just his smell and his touch that I am craving. I want to be a part of him, every piece. I want to know what his life is really like, not just the pieces… Continue reading I Want
Be the One
The one who cares. The one with empathy and kindness. The one who wants to see the other person who is there behind the mask. No matter what that mask hides. I love having friends who care when you throw yourself at their mercy. But to find someone who sees you and knows you and… Continue reading Be the One
A Miracle
(CW - talk of making yourself dead) “For the janitor it was a blessing, for the boy who would become an artist it was a miracle. Because all that spring the boy had wanted to die.” — My Friends: A Novel by Fredrik Backmanhttps://a.co/0acRnBdr I have been highlighting the hell out of this book. It… Continue reading A Miracle
Feel you
Sometimes I go online when you are asleep, and I have to be awake. I go there to look at you, to feel you, to let your words seep into me. I go to dive into those words and try to piece together the me that you see. Hoping to feed off of that energy… Continue reading Feel you
Lisa Gray 