There are two wolves inside me: the girl and the BRAT The girl is the one who comes out for strangers and most people. She is the one full of kindness and compassion. She doesn't want to be a burden on anyone. She just wants to give them a smile and make their lives better.… Continue reading Two Wolves
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
I Want
I want a lot of things. I want to love them so bad it hurts. I want them to let me in. I want to turn back the clock and redo our meeting. I want to pretend to be a real girl with fewer insecurities. I want to see them more as human and not… Continue reading I Want
Beautiful
He told me I was beautiful. There are days that I don’t need that but hearing it from him makes a difference. I hope he knows the picture I sent that made him say it was of me smiling because of him. It doesn’t matter what I wear, it is that fact that I am… Continue reading Beautiful
Bother
When you don’t want to bother them but you really want to bother them. You want your silence to mean something like giving them space when they need it but you want your words to mean just as much when they return. Feeling abandoned is something I am used to and I hate to be… Continue reading Bother
Submission from my point of view
I have been enjoying reading some of my older work. I posted a few things on Substack recently that got a bit of attention, and I was trying to think about how to follow that up. I'm reflecting on how things have changed. They really haven’t. Not much, at least. It is more about learning… Continue reading Submission from my point of view
Lisa Gray 