I want a lot of things. I want to love them so bad it hurts. I want them to let me in. I want to turn back the clock and redo our meeting. I want to pretend to be a real girl with fewer insecurities.
I want to see them more as human and not a thing to obsess over, but that is a hard thing to do when you do not really get the chance to know them.
I want to be meant for them. I want the ending to be easy. I want the future to be obvious.
But we can’t have everything we want, can we?
So I will be happy with what I have. I have been doing that all my life. Even when I was treated as nothing.
Lisa Gray 