I want to be chosen. I know there are people out there that would choose to talk to me to experience something with me but all of that seems fleeting and superficial. I want to know what it is like to be anchored to someone again. I want someone to gravitate toward me. I just… Continue reading I choose you
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
It’s My Way or the Highway
I am really just trying to be funny or cheeky with the title. That attitude is so not me. Like the very opposite of me most of the time. But it is something that I have seen a lot of in past partners and in divorced women. It tends to be a pattern there that,… Continue reading It’s My Way or the Highway
Overthinking Day
But overthinking me and my choices. Am I on the right path? Do I know where I am going? Have I aligned myself with the right people for me? What information am I missing and what would I do with it if I had it? I think that last question is important. If I knew… Continue reading Overthinking Day
Torn
Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn🎤🎶(Natalie Imbruglia) There is no illusion that I came to him already torn. But I like the idea of tearing me to shreds. He can finish the job and put the pieces back in a way that suits… Continue reading Torn
Does it Hurt?
It doesn't hurt me (yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna feel how it feels? (Yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me? (Yeah, yeah, yo) / Do you wanna hear about the deal that I'm making? (Kate Bush) I will make a deal with you. Let me feel… Continue reading Does it Hurt?
Lisa Gray 