“In this business, until you're known as a monster, you're not a star," Bette Davis. It is not that I want to be a monster. I just want his monster to come out. It is hard trying to find that balance, sometimes wanting them to react to you, wanting to have a desperate need for… Continue reading His Monster
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
That Green Light
But I hear sounds in my mindBrand new sounds in my mindBut honey I'll be seein' you 'ever I goBut honey I'll be seein' you down every roadI'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it. (Green Light by Lorde) Do you know what green means? It means go. In a kink scene, it… Continue reading That Green Light
I love you
Do you ever just randomly say that in your head? I do. I say it in my head all the time when I pull up particular faces. It is not always about being in love with someone, but sometimes it is. I like making it weird sometimes, though. I like being able to love and… Continue reading I love you
His Voice
Just wanted to say something. I've become completely addicted to his voice. It's the strangest, most beautiful thing. Whenever he speaks, it's like the rest of the world just fades into the background. I find myself looking for reasons just to hear him talk. I won't tell you how many times I replay his messages… Continue reading His Voice
Rest
Do you know how to rest? I don’t. Not always. I’m off work for more than just a day or two and I am not sure what to do with myself. That is not entirely true. I will be reading g most likely. Maybe writing but not much. I always feel guilty about not accomplishing… Continue reading Rest
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