Sometimes I do not understand why I am drawn to that darkness, drawn to those predators, those sadists, those wolves in sheep's clothing. Over the years, I have seen others like me get close to someone and see them slowly turn into who they really are. We sometimes want it. We beg for them to… Continue reading Drawn to It
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
Anticipation
It's that feeling you get when you are waiting for it to happen. You know that this is all leading up to something. The path isn’t clear yet, but you do understand you are being led. They are in control of the steps you take. They are writing the narrative. Their pen is writing your… Continue reading Anticipation
More Words
It always amazes me how the right words from the right person can do so much to me. Whether it is a well-timed Mine or Good Girl or just being called by the name that is just for him. It can put me back into the right headspace. It can tell me without saying it… Continue reading More Words
Dormant
"How do I end this, how do I escape our relationship", but you tell me "You can't. Even when you owe me nothing, and I owe you nothing it will not be over, our relationship will be dormant as I wait for you, should you ever wish to come back to me." This was part… Continue reading Dormant
Breathe into Me
Do you ever feel at times as if you're not a person? What I wish to say is that you're not truly present, nor alive, as if you're at the whim of another, like a dog. Someone or something had the power to breathe life into you, to move you. (Ellen Hunter from Nosfurato) When… Continue reading Breathe into Me
Lisa Gray 