Their words, their love, their support have been important to me for some time. We have been chatting and fantasizing and when I come, I think of him and his words. But when those words stop coming, so do I. I have had little chance to breathe the past week much less anything else. I… Continue reading When their Words Were Your Porn
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
The Beast
Have I mentioned I love Beauty and the Beast? I love the thought of some beastly man kidnapping me and locking me up with only a library and him to occupy me. I can imagine sitting in a wingback chair, book in hand, legs spilling over the arm of the chair. I feel him come… Continue reading The Beast
Missing You
I just want to say that. I hope that you know who you are. I hope that you know that my feelings for you were real even if our time together is just a fantasy. I miss your smile. I miss your playfulness. I miss the energy of dancing around that line of being your… Continue reading Missing You
Alone but maybe not
There are some days I feel alone but when it is hard and I mean really hard, there are people here for me. I need to remember and hold on to that. There are days I want to run away from certain people and responsibilities. My mother tried to do that this weekend. She is… Continue reading Alone but maybe not
Struggle
"Struggle all you want. You are Mine." Sometimes I am ok with the struggle. Sometimes I don't mind the physical and emotional pain points that happen by being with someone and caring about them. As long as I am theirs. As long as I can have them, I will struggle for them.
Lisa Gray 