I still am planning my trip, still nervous, still excited. I think I have everything bought that I need. I hope I do at least, my pocketbook can’t take much more.
I am anxious about setting too high an expectation. I am anxious about wanting more and not having the time, energy, or finances to do all I want to do.
I sometimes have the same issues in relationships. There is the newness of someone at first, and then the expectation that it will go somewhere. The frenzy and wanting more. I need to be in an era of my life where I live in the moment. I need to settle in more.
It is like watching my kids grow up, where no matter what part of life they are in, they want to be a part of the next thing. Always looking ahead.
It’s good to have goals, but what happens when someone else makes them for you, and you achieve all of them? What do you do next?
Live it, I guess.
