Keeley. Today was a fucking disaster. Everything that could have gone wrong, did go wrong. And it was the most fun I’ve had in years. ‘Cause I got to spend it with you. And on the very rare occasion I manage to make you smile, that’s when I feel like a fucking legend. So, I really hope you’ll give me a second chance. ‘Cause if it all goes to shit, there’s no one else I’d rather be wrong with than you.
I love everything about Keely and Roy’s connection. Something about that last line. We get it wrong so many times, but sometimes you have someone who doesn’t mind getting it wrong with you. Trying again because there really is something special there you can’t ignore.
You can romanticize this and stay with someone not right for you, though.
There is hope that this really is your person, that your heart wouldn’t lie to your head.
Roy, I was afraid that if we got back together, you would leave again. And seeing you with someone else, I got the fear that you’d never come back. But there’s no one else that I’d rather be scared with than you. [breathes shakily]
[Roy] You told me not to put you on a pedestal.
[Roy] But that’s where you belong. And I’m never ever gonna pull you down. What I had to do was raise myself up. [groans, exhales] And realize I am worthy of you. ‘Cause I’m Roy fucking Kent.
And I’m Keeley fucking Jones. [chuckles]
Everything about this scene wrecks me. I don’t want to be put on a pedestal if they are not up there with me. Life is messy. People are messy, but I want to be messy with them.
Now I just have to wait for the universe to give me a sign and help me know for sure who my Roy or Darcy is.
