We are in the in between. That place where Christmas is over but the New Year has yet to begin. What day is it? What time is it? Who knows and who cares.
Today was an interesting experience in a hospital emergency room. My mother has been spending a good amount of time in these as her body begins to shut down. She is adamant about keeping it working as long as possible.
We joked with her that she should start a blog reviewing hospitals. She is especially interested in the food. She didn’t get any today. They just want to send her home.
I was hoping to write today. Keep sexy thoughts in my head today. Take care of myself today. Take a bath, do some self-love.
Instead, I am reflecting on my privilege. So many here in the waiting room with serious problems that are not all physical. This particular hospital we are trying out today is close to downtown and the homeless shelters. Lots more security here than any of the others. I have seen them used multiple times to escort people out.
Glad for my body today. Glad for the people in my life that have taken care of me and giving me opportunities that help me take care of myself.
I may be in the same place as my mom in 30 years if I am lucky, but I will at least be able to enjoy the ride.
Lisa Gray 