And I obsess, I slow dance with the tension / Can you taste it on my lips? (Scatterbrain Emei) What is my salvation? Maybe music, maybe my obsession, maybe the dance we dance around each other, creating that tension that we so badly want to taste. Letting it grow and get out of control until… Continue reading My Salvation
Tag: Writings
All the Firsts
And there was something about you that now I can't rememberIt's the same damn thing that made my heart surrenderAnd I'll miss you on a train, I'll miss you in the mornin'I never know what to think aboutI think about you (Don't let go)About you (Don't let go) (About You by The 1975) I was thinking about… Continue reading All the Firsts
Slowing Down
I have been slowing down on sharing myself lately. For many reasons. First, I am worried about filling the void with meaningless interactions and thinking that I somehow need the attention to be loved. This is not unlike my teenage years when I thought making someone cum was my way to get love and positive… Continue reading Slowing Down
Almost Caught
He will catch you. You know that. #7worderotica Maybe. Sometimes I am not sure. Does he really have it in him to chase? Will he even want to try? I love the way she thinks I am not trying. Really, I am just waiting. Waiting for the right moment when she finally lets her guard… Continue reading Almost Caught
Presence
A smart man said something about living in the now, being present. (It was Garth. He has a lot of great quotes.) Many people say it, actually. I think I am doing ok with it. Enjoying where the road takes me. Enjoying the calm that has suddenly cast itself upon me. It is a weird… Continue reading Presence
Lisa Gray 