I was doing some adulting today when Alicia Keys came on the radio. I keep on fallin'In and out of loveWith youSometimes I love yaSometimes you make me blueSometimes I feel goodAt times I feel usedLovin' you darlin'Makes me so confused This definitely makes me think of Daddy. He has this pull on me. I… Continue reading Silence is louder
Tag: Ownership
When It Feels Fated
When I met my husband, I had that sense. There were so many intersecting points to our lives, but also things I needed to be healthier and ready to recognize someone who loves me. It couldn't have happened any sooner. And it really hasn't happened in the same way sense. I have been really struggling… Continue reading When It Feels Fated
Pillion
Finally saw Pillion. I am going to be real, the idea of Alexander Skarsgard playing a gay leather daddy was all it took for me to want to see it. I wasn’t expecting too much outside of getting to see him with a man. I have always felt he is meant to be bi or… Continue reading Pillion
Not Here
There not here anymore but sometimes my body and mind can’t keep up with that. It’s like there is still this pull toward them and it is hard to let go. It’s funny, too how I was thinking about the ways we can never know people. I tend to share a lot. My brain doesn’t… Continue reading Not Here
So much
I want so much it’s terrifying It does terrify me how much I still want and it is so specific. Most of my life I went with the flow. I was happy with whatever came my way. I don’t know what happened. Watching The Bride on world Goth Day and this movie has made me… Continue reading So much
Lisa Gray 