I want to see his hunger. I share mine with him but it’s hard when I can’t see his. How do I know it is really there if I can’t see it?
Tag: Ownership
Holding Back
Sometimes I feel them holding back. I wonder what it is that has them there in the zone of untrusting. I sometimes feel I share too much, but I want to be a model for them to share whatever they want. Sometimes I feel a shift in this, like it is possible suddenly for me… Continue reading Holding Back
Something about the More
I feel like I will almost want more. And I know why. I want to know it is real. I want to believe in the fairy tale. I want to think the person I am connecting with is real and really feels that connection. I want the reassurance. I want to feel the love. I… Continue reading Something about the More
Linger
(another writing challenge) His voice lingers in my mind. He doesn’t share it with me all the time, but when he does, it is so powerful. The words he chooses hit just right. He has a way of affecting me. His presence, though not physical, affects me, affects my mind, my heart, his cunt. But… Continue reading Linger
You Have Done Things To Me
All I need is the air that I breathe, and his voice.
Lisa Gray 