Let me tell you about my need. I need him. I need his voice in my ear, growling good girl. Telling me all the dirty things I deserve. I need his face in front of me. And I absolutely need to feel so loved and desired that there is no way I could ever question… Continue reading Need
Versions of You
I feel it / Another version of me, I was in it / I wave goodbye to the end of beginning (End of Beginning by Djo, aka Joe Kerry, aka Steve, aka the Hair) There are so many versions of us. Some we say goodbye to, and some we keep. I want to keep the… Continue reading Versions of You
Stay with Me
Now where did you find her / Among the neon lights / That haunt the streets outside / She says, stay with me / Beautiful girl (stay with me) (Beautiful girl by INXS) It is funny how music pops into your life. Some songs you don't hear for a long time, and some show or… Continue reading Stay with Me
His Monster
“In this business, until you're known as a monster, you're not a star," Bette Davis. It is not that I want to be a monster. I just want his monster to come out. It is hard trying to find that balance, sometimes wanting them to react to you, wanting to have a desperate need for… Continue reading His Monster
That Green Light
But I hear sounds in my mindBrand new sounds in my mindBut honey I'll be seein' you 'ever I goBut honey I'll be seein' you down every roadI'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it. (Green Light by Lorde) Do you know what green means? It means go. In a kink scene, it… Continue reading That Green Light
Lisa Gray 