And there was something about you that now I can't rememberIt's the same damn thing that made my heart surrenderAnd I'll miss you on a train, I'll miss you in the mornin'I never know what to think aboutI think about you (Don't let go)About you (Don't let go) (About You by The 1975) I was thinking about… Continue reading All the Firsts
Slowing Down
I have been slowing down on sharing myself lately. For many reasons. First, I am worried about filling the void with meaningless interactions and thinking that I somehow need the attention to be loved. This is not unlike my teenage years when I thought making someone cum was my way to get love and positive… Continue reading Slowing Down
Is this our song?
Do you have a song with someone? I have lots of songs that bring up people and memories of them. Roxette brings up a schoolgirl crush that wasn't really a crush. I just thought I was supposed to have one, so I looked out the bus window when someone asked who my crush was, and… Continue reading Is this our song?
Playing with toys
Warning: this is a ramble. I was thinking about my toy collection today. I ordered something new and have no idea when it is coming in. It led me down a path of memories. I was thinking about how when someone has asked me to bring a toy, they had better be specific. I have… Continue reading Playing with toys
Almost Caught
He will catch you. You know that. #7worderotica Maybe. Sometimes I am not sure. Does he really have it in him to chase? Will he even want to try? I love the way she thinks I am not trying. Really, I am just waiting. Waiting for the right moment when she finally lets her guard… Continue reading Almost Caught
Lisa Gray 