I hate you I love you Gnash Feeling used, but I'mStill missing you and I can'tSee the end of thisJust wanna feel your kiss against my lipsAnd now all this time is passing byBut I still can't seem to tell you whyIt hurts me every time I see youRealize how much I need you I… Continue reading My Emotional Masochism
Category: Reflections
Rain
It was raining today, hard and that is always a good time to dream of you. I dreamt of you last night. I was sitting in your lap with your arms wrapped around me. You were holding on to me, comforting me body and soul. That is the dream I have. The dream of you… Continue reading Rain
Navigating Self-Image and True Connection: A Journal Entry
So time to admit a few things. I am an overthinker. Probably not surprised. Another thing to admit, my Daddy is also a writer and I met him through fangirling over his work. I can say now that I am not the fangirl I once was as I get to know more of the real… Continue reading Navigating Self-Image and True Connection: A Journal Entry
It’s Not a Competition
“It's not your job to fight off people competing for your partner's affection. It's your partner's job to consistently show you, and the world, that there is no competition.” I always like to remind myself that my relationship with my partner is just between us. If I have a problem with my relationship it is up to… Continue reading It’s Not a Competition
Poly Problem that becomes a benefit:
When you're scared when your partner gains a new partner and lands in NRE with them, you worry you will lose something. Then you realize the sexy energy they are getting fed gets passed on to you too and then compersion hits, your mind settles, and you get to feed off of their energy.
Lisa Gray 