When I met my husband, I had that sense. There were so many intersecting points to our lives, but also things I needed to be healthier and ready to recognize someone who loves me. It couldn't have happened any sooner. And it really hasn't happened in the same way sense. I have been really struggling… Continue reading When It Feels Fated
Category: Poly and Kinky
Not Here
There not here anymore but sometimes my body and mind can’t keep up with that. It’s like there is still this pull toward them and it is hard to let go. It’s funny, too how I was thinking about the ways we can never know people. I tend to share a lot. My brain doesn’t… Continue reading Not Here
Anyone
I used to crave the world's attentionI think I cried too many timesI just need some more affectionAnything to get me by A hundred million storiesAnd a hundred million songsI feel stupid when I singNobody's listening to meNobody's listeningI talk to shooting starsBut they always get it wrongI feel stupid when I prayWhy the fuck… Continue reading Anyone
Appreciate Them
“The amount of good things in your life depends on your ability to notice them.” Someone really smart shared this. I wonder what things he sees in front of him. What does he notice on his life and how much does he appreciate them? I sometimes have trouble noticing too much what is not in… Continue reading Appreciate Them
Conditions
I was thinking about a few things this weekend. We were looking through some of our mom's things, and I grabbed a watch from my dad. It is funny how someone I did not know very well at all and have absolutely no memory of can mean so much. It is in his absence more… Continue reading Conditions
Lisa Gray 