7 words Words that I believed. That is how I felt about abuse, too, growing up. If it isn't violent, then it is not really abuse. I was very wrong about that. It's about knowing there are enough feelings, enough passion, to want to love me violently. It's about turning off my brain and putting… Continue reading If Love’s Not Violent, It’s Not Real
Category: Kinky Thoughts
Worthy
This word plays through my mind a lot. Growing up we were told that we were not but we needed to do so much in order to be. We would never be pretty enough or slim enough so we had to find other ways to be worthy. Worthy of what, though? It’s funny how sometimes… Continue reading Worthy
Hunger
I want to see his hunger. I share mine with him but it’s hard when I can’t see his. How do I know it is really there if I can’t see it?
Power
I want to feel like the most powerful woman in the world, to him. I want to see him lose control. I want him shaking with it. I want him growling good girl and expletives over and over. I want to see that I give him that power to not stop.
Need
Let me tell you about my need. I need him. I need his voice in my ear, growling good girl. Telling me all the dirty things I deserve. I need his face in front of me. And I absolutely need to feel so loved and desired that there is no way I could ever question… Continue reading Need
Lisa Gray 