“In this business, until you're known as a monster, you're not a star," Bette Davis. It is not that I want to be a monster. I just want his monster to come out. It is hard trying to find that balance, sometimes wanting them to react to you, wanting to have a desperate need for… Continue reading His Monster
Category: Kinky Thoughts
That Green Light
But I hear sounds in my mindBrand new sounds in my mindBut honey I'll be seein' you 'ever I goBut honey I'll be seein' you down every roadI'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it. (Green Light by Lorde) Do you know what green means? It means go. In a kink scene, it… Continue reading That Green Light
Presence
I had a few tasks today. When you are living within an online dynamic and developing a very long distance relationship, that is really the most you have to work with in feeling owned and feeling your partners presence. It can be fun to see what they come up with. But it is more than… Continue reading Presence
Cryptic
I was told some of the content I share is cryptic. I promise it is not. Over the last few years, I have been entirely focused on one or two people. I don’t think they are aware of how my brain and exhibitionism works. I like sharing but only in so much as it gives… Continue reading Cryptic
Fear
Right on the edge of fear was where trust could grow." — Unknown Fear is a tool. It takes us somewhere further. It expands our mind. Gives us a place to move to and helps us see how far we can surrender, how powerful we are, what we are made of. We can look at… Continue reading Fear
Lisa Gray 