I never realized that phrase was 7 words. Sometimes it’s ok if you don’t see me for a second. You can close your eyes and just feel. Take your hands and let them see me, feel my want of you. Smell our bodies mingle with pheromones and sweat and leaking come. Let your ears hear… Continue reading Now you See Me, Now You Don’t
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
The Overthinker’s Mind
"The overthinker’s mind is a beautiful, busy, and sometimes very annoying place to live." — Unknown You already know I am an overthinker. I was overthinking today about whether I shared this quote already. But earlier, I was thinking about pet peeves and things that happen or behaviors from others that might annoy me, like… Continue reading The Overthinker’s Mind
Hunger
I want to see his hunger. I share mine with him but it’s hard when I can’t see his. How do I know it is really there if I can’t see it?
Holding Back
Sometimes I feel them holding back. I wonder what it is that has them there in the zone of untrusting. I sometimes feel I share too much, but I want to be a model for them to share whatever they want. Sometimes I feel a shift in this, like it is possible suddenly for me… Continue reading Holding Back
Don’t Hurt Yourself
I sometimes hurt my own feelings. I convince myself something is off or I read into things. I am sometimes right which makes things difficult to decipher. Spending a lifetime paying attention to others’ moods and actions just doesn’t turn off. That is the only way I know how to keep the peace and keep… Continue reading Don’t Hurt Yourself
Lisa Gray 