Watching the movie. Would love to have someone obsessed over me but not like that. I would settle for just being chosen. To feel that. To be secure in the thought that someone wants to be with me, that I am being considered. I don’t need codependency or obsession, but I need to see some… Continue reading Obsession
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
Cruel
How very cruel of you. Do you know that you're testing me, testing how far I will go, how long I will wait? I want a sign. I want the universe to tell me which way to go. I want it not to be so cruel to me at the moment.
Holding On
This morning was a slow day at work. Only half a day, so I stayed up late waiting for Daddy to get home. This is the pain point of having people you love in places far away. Will you actually get a chance to relax and "spend time" with them in whatever way that looks… Continue reading Holding On
Closeness
Sitting in my apartment by myself. It has been a while since I felt someone's closeness. The closeness that comes from a romantic partner who wants to be close to you. I have friends. I have family, but it is not the same. It is not the same as the longing and the need I… Continue reading Closeness
Respect the Rules
Another Writing Challenge
Lisa Gray 