I was thinking something silly the other day. I wanted to have something for him to use me for. Like I wanted to be in a position to have standing or money or a way for him to get access to whatever privileges I might have. Like he could use me for a green card… Continue reading What do I Have?
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
Peanut Butter
It sometimes boils down to the type of PB you like. But many of the people I love love crunchy and I have been focused on creamy for a few years. My middle child loves crunchy but she never says that. Just goes along with whatever is bought. She is the most like me. Never… Continue reading Peanut Butter
Your Final Girl
I want to be your final girl. Not because I have to survive the abuse. Survive the manipulation, survive walking on eggshells trying to figure out the puzzle you put before me. I want to be your final girl because I want you to think of me last after thinking of me first. I want… Continue reading Your Final Girl
Something Morally Grey
I just saw a request for book ideas where they asked for a morally grey male protagonist. That is what I want, too. I need that as my own leading man. I can talk about consent and boundaries and uphold some of mine, but I like what I like. I like it when the right… Continue reading Something Morally Grey
And the walls
Come tumbling down But what more can I do to make you want to come find me? You say you want things. You ache as I do. You crave the touch that I crave. Is that enough? Will the world let is just have it?
Lisa Gray 