OK. Here’s what I know. When you’re young and in love, it’s beyond your control. You know, you can’t help it. You know, I think about all the people in our 20s that we were in love with who did not deserve us. But what we have now, as a result of knowledge and experience, you know, we have chosen each other. Danny, The Four Seasons.
I come back to that word: Chosen. When I was young, I hunted for it. I waited around for it to hunt me. I tried on multiple people just to find the one.
I am older now. And I want to wait again to be chosen. There is a feeling of wanting a certain someone to choose me, but I don’t think they are free to do so. They may not be capable of that.
That is not a feeling I like.

I am trying to close out some of my tabs and I found this quote open on one of them. I had been thinking a lot about being chosen and wanting him to choose me.
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