Those Conversations

I was trying to decide what to talk about or ask someone, but I really just wanted to know what topic someone is passionate about.

I have lost a bit of my conversation abilities in real life.

I have so many in my head with other people I can forget they don’t have the back story.

All those conversations and points I already made. I need a Johnny Mnemonic way to upload all of these to someone’s mind without crashing, though.

I was thinking about that today. How I envy those that are younger and my younger self who used to have the words and the memory to have those long conversations.

I look forward to the intimacy of not needing them, but I wish I was better at getting there.