I was doing some adulting today when Alicia Keys came on the radio.
I keep on fallin’
In and out of love
With you
Sometimes I love ya
Sometimes you make me blue
Sometimes I feel good
At times I feel used
Lovin’ you darlin’
Makes me so confused
This definitely makes me think of Daddy. He has this pull on me. I can’t seem to get enough of him. And that is a hard thing, especially when I see his connection is not as strong. When I see him deflect. When I ask for things or ask to get to know him, he keeps putting me off.
It’s more of a subtle thing, though, because there are moments that are so good and conversations that seem to go places, and I get in that headspace. It takes a minute to fall out of it, and you come to realize you are in the same place you started.
Lisa Gray 