Being on Fet is interesting. I love it. I will be honest, some of my favorite people in the world I met there, and I would have never had that opportunity anywhere else.
But I sometimes get AMA (Ask Me Anything, the version of NGL). Lots of questions about my preference for dick size or color. Some questions about my abilities, and yesterday I was asked how many people I have had sex with in a day. This last question can seem funny, especially when I have known people to host sex parties and orgies and all those types of things.
I am old, and the first sexual experience that I know of was when I was 5. I have had opportunities to take the unhealthy relationship with love and sex and explore healthier ways as an adult. I was in a good relationship for 30 years and worked on healing from childhood sexual trauma. In the past 10 – 15 years, I have been in a place with a thriving poly and kinky community and met some wonderful people.
I have enough memories to last a lifetime.
Numbers mean nothing to me.
I want that one person who is going to see me. I don’t want to waste time with anything else. I want to play around with my mind more than my body. I want someone to see me for who I am and what I can do for them, but also for me.
I want to connect with humans, and if I strive for any type of experience, it will be to meet new people with new stories to find out, new locations to explore, and new adventures to have that I haven’t already experienced.
Lisa Gray 