And I watched from my window
Always felt I was outside...
Looking in on you
You're always the mysterious one with...
Dark eyes and careless hair, you were...
Fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
You stood in my doorway with nothing to say
Besides some comment... on the weather
In case you failed to notice
In case you failed to see
This is my heart...
Bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees
Jewel Foolish Games
I love listening to music and feeling the feelings that the writers must have felt. When I was younger, I was always sad somehow that I never really experienced heartbreak the way the people in the lyrics felt it.
Even now, as I hurt like I never hurt before, there is something not exactly like the lyrics. Part of that is that I am broken from connections that are not real. People that I never got to meet.
You fall in love with a person you think someone is, and you have no idea if they are really that person. You fall in love with potential.
My husband has always been my greatest and most real love, and sometimes it is hard to see that heartbreak may come from somewhere else. Somewhere you do not expect.
Lisa Gray 