Feral
Messy
Lustful
Sad
Frustrated
Craving
Wanting
Needy
Resolved
Maybe even happy at times
These are all feelings that wash over me. And I don’t mind keeping them to myself, but I can share them as well. I can think of you and choose how I want to feel about you. I can desire you, crave you, and be frustrated with you at the same time. I can want to shake you and say See me, please. Love me, please. And I can think, please be ok, please be happy, or at least content, whether your mind is with me or not.
Lisa Gray 