I am haunted by you. By your smile and by your words. When they disappear, I am lost.
I asked for this, though. I asked for every part of you and I couldn’t be happier than when you share yourself with me. All of you.
The raw, the untamed. The beautiful and controlled.
I want to see it. The dark, the light, and everything in between.
I want you to unleash the darker sides of you on me. I said that I could take it. I wanted you to use me.
I didn’t know it could feel like this.
I didn’t know my heart would try to take over.
Lisa Gray 
I am often inspired by people in my life. This particular writing is inspired by the power exchange relationship that I am in. So much of that type of relationship for me is about the mixture of love and lust. It is never simply transactional for me. I tend to connect deeply with certain people and willingly submit to them.
I do still play with others for the fun of it, but there is nothing like serving someone that you are completely tethered to in this way. Connected with on a soul level.
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