I want a lot of things. I want to love them so bad it hurts. I want them to let me in. I want to turn back the clock and redo our meeting. I want to pretend to be a real girl with fewer insecurities. I want to see them more as human and not… Continue reading I Want
Tag: Writings
Beautiful
He told me I was beautiful. There are days that I don’t need that but hearing it from him makes a difference. I hope he knows the picture I sent that made him say it was of me smiling because of him. It doesn’t matter what I wear, it is that fact that I am… Continue reading Beautiful
Bother
When you don’t want to bother them but you really want to bother them. You want your silence to mean something like giving them space when they need it but you want your words to mean just as much when they return. Feeling abandoned is something I am used to and I hate to be… Continue reading Bother
It’s Time
It’s Time, Baby. Time for what? I think you know But did I? I had a few thoughts in my head about what I wanted it to be time for. I had been waiting a bit for something to happen. I just wasn’t sure what exactly. When he texted me, I wanted to just know… Continue reading It’s Time
Action
Words are pretty. They open my heart and they let someone take a step in. They don’t get access to anything I don’t give to others, though. Only love returned can do that. I am insecure enough that for love to be seen, I need action. I need promises that are made to be done.… Continue reading Action
Lisa Gray 