I don't wanna fall in love, 'cause I don't believe that I deserve itThere's always one more pound to lose, I'm not worthy if I didn't earn itI don't wanna fall in love, 'cause who could love me back on purpose?Always too much, I'm never enough, never your person I can't treat you right if… Continue reading Ready?
Tag: Writings
Conditions
I was thinking about a few things this weekend. We were looking through some of our mom's things, and I grabbed a watch from my dad. It is funny how someone I did not know very well at all and have absolutely no memory of can mean so much. It is in his absence more… Continue reading Conditions
Distractions
Is it a distraction or an escape? How about something real? I continue to get frustrated with the idea that people see me as a distraction. I want something more than that with someone I want. It is not that there are no people out there who are looking for something real. It is that… Continue reading Distractions
Can I Make you Smile?
Maybe that is the goal. Maybe it is not to make you crave me like I crave you. There is no way you could come close to that. Honestly, you have no idea how much.
Ache
It’s not about the ache at the core of me. It’s about how I will ache through my body and soul. It’s the heart hurt that I feel when I think of how it will not be.
