There is a lot I want. I can sometimes feel needy with all the things I long for in my mind. I want: Love but in a way that involves lots of lust and attention Ownership that includes all the physical and written and showy markings and actions. Someone to play with and laugh with… Continue reading I Want
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I’d do Anything
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H2M7zo8ZziE Another day is going byI'm thinking about you all the timeBut you're out there and I'm here waitingI'd do anythingJust to hold you in my armsTo try to make you laugh'Cause somehow I can't put you in the pastI'd do anythingJust to fall asleep with youWill you remember me?'Cause I know I won't forget… Continue reading I’d do Anything
The Chase
One of those aspects of Primal play in kink is the idea of the chase. I have a fantasy of being out in the woods and being hunted by someone. Many times you will see people identify as a prey or a predator. You have likely guessed correctly that I see myself as a prey.… Continue reading The Chase
Heartbreak, Emotional Masochism, Compersion
Yes, all of these things are related for me. I have this toxic trait of martyrdom that plays into my emotional masochism. I sometimes break my own heart thinking that others do not want to be with me or set me as any type of priority in their lives. I have partners and metas and… Continue reading Heartbreak, Emotional Masochism, Compersion
Love is Blind
It is Friday night and I am living my best life at home hiding in my room and binging trash tv. Yes, this is what my kinky life is like. Lots of time prioritizing my peace mixed with play time and sexy times flirting with other people. Some weeks, I have way too much fun… Continue reading Love is Blind
Lisa Gray 