I am not going to compete. I may not even beg. I may simply just drift away. That is why I was so bad at poly. My thoughts were always if they want my attention they will give me attention. If they wanted to come find me I am right here. Then suddenly you realize… Continue reading The Competition
Tag: Reflection
Don’t Hurt Yourself
I sometimes hurt my own feelings. I convince myself something is off or I read into things. I am sometimes right which makes things difficult to decipher. Spending a lifetime paying attention to others’ moods and actions just doesn’t turn off. That is the only way I know how to keep the peace and keep… Continue reading Don’t Hurt Yourself
Known and Felt
Some things are felt long before they are known. That is a message I received today and it can have me frustrated, that unknowing. It is becoming a catch phrase. I have a decision to make. Continue to flow and let it go or take action and be more confrontational. This is something that pops… Continue reading Known and Felt
Beauty in Everything
It is a beautiful day outside. I am between the sun and the shade and happy with what I accomplished this week. It is nice when you find these moments of peace. You are likely never truly at peace. We always have something on our minds. Right now it is Daddy for me. I can’t… Continue reading Beauty in Everything
What’s Wrong With Admitting?
“What’s wrong with admitting that we don’t know something? Is our self-esteem so fragile?” -Carl Sagan What’s Wrong With Admitting? At a conference this week so not knowing and knowing information has a certain academic view this week. But I do feel this urge to know more in other areas. Know a person so intimately… Continue reading What’s Wrong With Admitting?
Lisa Gray 