I am nobody special but neither are you. None of us need to be special to the world as long as we are special to each other. I have thought about this lately. We spend a lot of time trying hard to be someone special someone worthy of attention, but really I just want to… Continue reading Special
Tag: Polyamory
Alone
I am not afraid to be alone. Lots of times I prefer it.When I make connections or choose partners and stay with them, it is because I see value in adding them to my life. I sometimes identify as a toy or sub, but I do not choose that type of connection with just anyone.… Continue reading Alone
Someone to Somebody
Listening to music from the kid's playlist on the way home from a bit of an emotional outing. It was school shopping time and one of my offspring is headed to college this week. Poly is very interesting because I have more than one partner, but it seems I am always alone, always handling the… Continue reading Someone to Somebody
My Emotional Masochism
I hate you I love you Gnash Feeling used, but I'mStill missing you and I can'tSee the end of thisJust wanna feel your kiss against my lipsAnd now all this time is passing byBut I still can't seem to tell you whyIt hurts me every time I see youRealize how much I need you I… Continue reading My Emotional Masochism
It’s Not a Competition
“It's not your job to fight off people competing for your partner's affection. It's your partner's job to consistently show you, and the world, that there is no competition.” I always like to remind myself that my relationship with my partner is just between us. If I have a problem with my relationship it is up to… Continue reading It’s Not a Competition
Lisa Gray 