I have crazy dreams sometimes. There are nights when they seem so vivid, and then I wake up and have a hard time holding on to them. I remember as a child having a special cold medicine my mom gave us and loving taking it before bed to see what type of dream it would… Continue reading Dreams
Tag: Polyamory
When was the last time you had sex?
I recently got this question through an anonymous question service. It is funny because I have gotten this before in messages. It puzzles me because I do not understand what answer someone wants. Why do they ask it in the first place? Do you want me to say I have had access to 4 penises… Continue reading When was the last time you had sex?
Heartbreak, Emotional Masochism, Compersion
Yes, all of these things are related for me. I have this toxic trait of martyrdom that plays into my emotional masochism. I sometimes break my own heart thinking that others do not want to be with me or set me as any type of priority in their lives. I have partners and metas and… Continue reading Heartbreak, Emotional Masochism, Compersion
Love is Blind
It is Friday night and I am living my best life at home hiding in my room and binging trash tv. Yes, this is what my kinky life is like. Lots of time prioritizing my peace mixed with play time and sexy times flirting with other people. Some weeks, I have way too much fun… Continue reading Love is Blind
Open and Ready
I like to say I am open and ready. This phrase can have a lot of different meanings. When I say it, I am sending something out into the world or universe letting whoever is in charge know that I am ready for the next things. I feel like things come to me when I… Continue reading Open and Ready
Lisa Gray 