Exhilaration comes from spankings. No, that’s not right. It comes from finding what feels like you and me. Finding what is right. Finding a part of yourself that may be scared but wants to be with them. That part where pleasing them outrules every part of your brain. It comes with trust, too. Knowing that… Continue reading Exhilaration
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You’re Trouble
I want to be trouble. I want to be trouble like you are trouble for me. I want to make you want things, crave things. I want you to not be able to think of anything else. I want you to see me as a trouble you need to take in hand. Use your words… Continue reading You’re Trouble
Feel you
Sometimes I go online when you are asleep, and I have to be awake. I go there to look at you, to feel you, to let your words seep into me. I go to dive into those words and try to piece together the me that you see. Hoping to feed off of that energy… Continue reading Feel you
Wasn’t Prepared
I wasn't prepared for this. I didn't know how he would make me feel. I didn't think about the all-consuming feelings that would crowd my brain. I have never even touched him, and this morning I was thinking about that phrase. I wasn't prepared for this," in relation to that. If I feel this way… Continue reading Wasn’t Prepared
I Can’t Feel My Face
The Weeknd was talking about drugs, I believe, and I do not have too much experience with that. But he is like a drug to me. I can't feel my face or any other part of me that is not somehow a part of him. And I want that so bad with him. I want… Continue reading I Can’t Feel My Face
Lisa Gray 