There are some days I feel alone but when it is hard and I mean really hard, there are people here for me. I need to remember and hold on to that. There are days I want to run away from certain people and responsibilities. My mother tried to do that this weekend. She is… Continue reading Alone but maybe not
Tag: life
Toy
When you are a toy and you just want to be used. Sometimes it is hard when you are getting to know someone and life gets in the way. You have two sides of yourself that need to be triggered. You want o be the toy that gets used but you also want to be… Continue reading Toy
The Balancing Act
Reading something today about the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice. Like all myths, there is a lesson hidden in the tale. This one is about selfish love. A love that is all-consuming but focused on what you get out of it for yourself instead of the love you give. It touches on insecurity in that… Continue reading The Balancing Act
Where do you Go?
When you need a break, do you disappear? Where do you go? Is it somewhere physical or just a place in your mind? Sometimes I don’t have the luxury to run away like I would like so I take trips in my mind. I build worlds for me to live in, places for me to… Continue reading Where do you Go?
Waiting
Sitting in a spa lounge with too much time on my hands before a massage. About once a year, I get a gift certificate for a massage. I used to spend way too much money myself on massages and getting waxed. Part of why I am spending a lot of my pay check now on… Continue reading Waiting
Lisa Gray 